So, you want to know a little about me… well here goes nothing! I’m what you’d call opinionated and frankly I don’t care about a lot of things. But, for the most part I have a big heart. My goal is to make everyone happy. If you are not happy well that leaves me kind of confused because it is my goal to keep you happy especially if you are around me. Another goal, to keep one smiling.
As a youngster I wanted to please everyone. Make everyone happy, keep a large circle of friends but I was bullied. For reasons kids bully kids. Then I became one… sort of. I would be asked to fight other kids from a bully herself because she didn’t like them. I saw this as stupid, confusing, and decided I am too pretty to fight! That’s when years of convincing started. (People telling me I’m pretty, blah, blah, blah, years of convincing lead to me believing this.) I never wanted that large group of friends any longer so my circle went from a group, to a few, back to a group, and back to a few. That’s where I think I will keep it.
Over a course of three years I believe I found the real me. One who is very opinionated, who has this I don’t care attitude, and I live my life the way I want to and may take into consideration a few opinions. At the end of the day, my I don’t care attitude stemmed from listening to too many peoples opinions. That sort of made me into some bitch monster. I had an attitude all the time and that’s how it began. I said what I wanted, when I wanted, how I wanted, and didn’t care if your feelings were hurt. I’m still like this yet I’m extremely emotional. Typical woman right? Yeah I know. But back to what I once said before I care a little too much. But, if you have enough guts to stand up to me and my smart mouth chances are you are going to be cut from the team. Until I am ready to start talking to you again. Enough said.
Since writing helps me vent and allows me to connect with my alter ego I figured why not let the world into my head. Finally. Since I’m known as the confused one, chances are you will be confused too. So attempt but don’t try too hard to figure me out. I just take everyone and everything at face value and if I can’t understand them I say so. So, if you don’t understand something I will try my best to explain it a little better. I encourage you to say whatever you want, how you want, when you want on this blog. Chances are you will feel better about yourself. Yet no one will care because you benefited you. But hey, what happens if they have something to say? Who cares what they say! You need to be happy with you, before anyone else in your life can be happy along with you. If you’re unhappy about you so is everyone else around you. Remember that.