This is exactly why I don’t go to sleep before ten. I always wake up around midnight and can’t sleep for three hours. Why not do something productive? Maybe I will give into my addiction and harvest my crops on Farmville. I knew I wouldn’t be able to do this in the morning before work so why not? If I didn’t have to sleep I don’t think I would. It’s not that I am missing out on anything because I am extremely anti-social these days but, I just think that the brain is brewing up too many questions that go unanswered. The best thing that I’ve heard all day, “Thinking helps you prepare solutions for imaginary problems. – Dan Rockwell” WOW! I believe that may be true. I have to think of a solution that I am happy with. I have to think of all the avenues my actions can lead to. I have to truly believe that this road that I am thinking about going down is the right road and if I just so happen to fail, then I have to be okay with that. I can question myself to death and still not know the answer. Have you ever felt like you are the person that everyone comes to with all their problems yet you have no one to go to? I can think that this situation is my fault but will I believe it? I want to be able to go to someone that I trust with whatever maybe bothering me but do I really trust them is the question? See what I mean???…over thinker!! It is far too late to be asking twelve hundred and five questions so I will leave this off with a good night!
P.S. 1:16am wayyyy too ridiculous